Wednesday, July 1
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door
You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do
More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
Wednesday, August 27
i chanced upon a beagle hard at work , earning his keeps.
=)
*sign read "buying shoes, please enter"
Thursday, August 7
Balance
"you win some ... you lose some"
i was summoned twice for illegal parking outside my office.
both were from different organisations.
lets call them Org A and Org B.
Got summoned by Org A 1st then Org B on another day.
Appealed twice with Org A and before I could get the results,
my colleagues were already telling me not to waste my time,
theirs didn't go through, let alone mine.
but with the luck of the Irish , my 2nd appeal with Org A got through.
i was surprised, my colleagues were gutted, not to mentioned cursing at the system .
with that luck in my mind, i tried appealing with Org B.
i mean , why not considering that they were both different Organisations and
didn't share the same records.
but as it seems my luck expired.
i was immediately rejected.
not even a fighting chance.
the Appeals officer's tone was firm, with only one thing in mind....
and that was to reject everyone who walked through that door even before they could warm
the seat.
i couldn't spot a weak link that i could work on.
thus ... i am now left to pay 70 bucks for the bloody summon.
oh well....
you win some ... you lose some.
Sunday, July 20
confidence drainer
a wall inside of me has crumbled and it feels like i have no more use to anyone anymore.
why do i do the things i do everyday ?
it has yielded nothing , proven nothing , in fact the only thing that it does do successfully is waste the time on my life.
i am so tempted to turn into the fat-lazy-alcohol-drinking-cigarette-smoking bum that you find every night at every kopi-tiam.
Thursday, June 19
Metal Preparation... actually it was me going ...
"i knew i should have just stayed in bed *grumble*"
Proof that i completed in time... and yes i bit on it to make sure that it wasn't just chocolate.
Thats right..... i'm a Finisher!
Bring on the next event!
Monday, June 16
Personal Glory!
I completed my very first Sprint Series Iron man.
It may be just half of the actual event distance … but to me, it was a start…a rather good start for me.
For this event, I started training a good 2 months in advance.
I was running and swimming pretty regularly.
Everything felt right, until 3 weeks before the event.
The third week before the event, I spent that entire week in
So I couldn’t train.
The second week before the event, I was down with serious bout of gastric flu.
I was curled up in bed so badly that one would mistake me for a big fat ugly prawn that decided to jump out from what ever pond that it was in just so that it could lie in bed to die.
So then I was left with a one week for training.
I was ready to give up.
There was no way that I could train everyday and not allow my muscles to recover in time for the event.
But something just set off in my head.
I felt that this was an opportunity … my opportunity to prove to myself that I could do this.
It wasn’t about doing this competitively so that I could beat the record or get the trophy.
It was about beating my fear in me… doing something that I want to do once in my very life… while I am still young and while I can I still do it.
So I trained with what ever time frame that I had left.
And I went for that Sprint Series.
1hr 46 mins and 44 secs,
I finished and completed my very first Sprint Series Iron man challenge.
The timing can definitely be improved, especially my cycling, because I was using a mountain bike and everyone definitely knows the speed difference between a mountain bike and a racer. A very Vast Difference.
to anyone who has a dream and thinks its pointless chasing after it...
think again ... I did it.
I don't see why you can't, unless its something unreasonable like being Superman or Spiderman, then I would tell you bugger off.
Tuesday, May 13
"A" or "S"
Since she was the one that reserved the table, we asked her what name did she reserved it under.
she replied in these words.
"A. Ho"
I laughed but my parents didn't get it.
So I mouthed out to my dad,
"My sister is an Ass-Hole"
he burst out laughing.
then he replied....
"lucky its not reserved under your mum's name, if not it'll be worse.
My mum's name is Susan.
Go firgure.
=)
Sunday, May 11
say it with me...... W.....i....i.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeThursday, April 24
Office Lessons
1) always make coffee either half an hour before your official start work timing or an hour after your official start work timing – simply because if you do make coffee at the moment that you start work, that’s when everyone makes coffee too, therefore you will not have any hot piping boiling water left for brewing your coffee.
2) always try to clear your bowel system before going for a meeting and I don’t just
mean piss it all down I mean the whole shits as well – simply because there is nothing… and I mean Nothing more painfully excruciating that trying to hold in a fart in the middle of a room filled with people.
And bless you if it is a silent one … cause mine is the watery ones, the kind where you can feel the bubbles out of your arse.
3) and Lastly, never place your stationery cup next to your coffee cup – simply because this is definitely bound to happen.
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